NoahO posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago
I don’t know if anyone dealing with depression because I’m losing my mind. When I was a kid I used to be confident fearless to talking to people and happy and then I went to school meeting people. All they did was push me around treated me like I was never born bullying me for years. My brother even got hurt because of me he just wanted to
protect me and I didn’t know that even my teachers didn’t care about me they thought I was a lost cause. So no matter how many times I tried to meet somebody new it didn’t matter so I was home-schooled. But that the past and it still haunts me even if I try to forget. But now I dealing with a lot of changes and I really don’t like changes. Trying to get new jobs, learning how to drive, get a place of my own, and face my fears of talking to people. But even though I push myself to do those things there’s a part of me that just wants to go back to failure and just never show my face to anyone and pretend that I don’t exist in this world. So I don’t know who will read this but this is who I am NoahO a 20 year old man who has a empty heart that only has two feeling’s sadness and loneliness and nothing else.
I deal with depresssion too. I am sorry to hear that. You will do better since you have friends who understand what you are going through.
I am right hear if you need to talk.
I’m here for you if you ever want to talk.
That is so sad but you sound like a strong caring person. You need to love yourself and put the past behind you. We are here for you whenever you need to talk.
Thank you Debbie I appreciate it